A couple of days ago I saw the meanest thing ever.  On Cartoon Network there is a show called “Robot Chicken” they made fun of the Peanuts characters.  I love the Peanuts characters and I can’t stand cartoons that mockery them.  I have seen lots of t.v. shows where they poke fun snoopy and the gang but this one was cruel.  First it shows Linus calling for The Great Pumpkin using a witches pentagram.  After the Great Pumpkin is called he kills Linus.  The gang have a funeral for Linus and Sally jumps into his grave so she could be with him forever.  This part I couldn’t stand because they show Peppermint Patty and Marcie being lesbians.  While they are making out Charley Brown expresses that the Peanuts permutes good Christian Values.  Peppermint Patty and Marcie are not lesbians!  With all of his friends eaten by the Great Pumpkin it is up to Charley Brown to save the day.  The person that destroys the Great Pumpkin was the Kite Eating Tree.  At the end of the show all the gang are dancing, like in the Christmas episode, in hell.  I wish it was still on youtube.com so that you could see it.  It is just wrong.

I have found my new found obsession which is “Top Chef”.  I can not stand reality shows but I’m addicted to this show.  It is fun to watch people cook and show how creative they are.  I can’t cook but I know food.  In one episode the chefs had to create a dish with items from one isle from the grocery store.   It was interesting to see one of the chefs basically make a gourmet meal out of a can of spam.  The only thing that bothers me about the show is some of the judges and of course some of the chefs.  I can’t wait for Hung to be eliminated because he is such an asshole.  Hung is so egotistical and thinks that he is a perfect chef.  There was one episode where he was corrected by a world renown chef and he thought that he was “confused”.  I know that he will be in the finals and I hope that he doesn’t win.  The other chef that I couldn’t stand was Howie.  I was so happy when he got eliminated because he was not a team player.  I can’t wait for the session finally, which is Oct 3.

There are days that I wish that my life was like a story book. That I could find my prince charming and live happily ever after. But life is not always like that. Nothing in my life has ever been easy. I wish I had a normal happy family. I wish that my parents were happy with each other. Hell they should have got a divorce along time ago but my mother is to set in her Catholic way of life. Because of my parent’s relationship I don’t believe that I could never be the ideal wife to a potential husband. To this day I’m so confused of how to be a good girlfriend that I try to push everyone away. I is very difficult for me to show true love or emotion to someone when I have had such poor role models. How could I even the person that I should be? How can I be the ideal girlfriend, friend, student, daughter, and sister when I don’t know what that is? There are days that I don’t believe that I was ever destined to have a happy ever after.