Have you ever thought that you were safe with your friends and thought that nothing would happen to you? Well I have. I made that mistake and had to pay the price. One day while I was in school I was joking around with two of my friends, Randy and David (also known as the creepy little Jewish boy). Randy told me that he goes hunting and he doesn’t eat what he kills, which I have a problem with. He then turned to me and asked if I would ever eat a person? I said, “If I was staving to death I would eat a person”. David turns to me and says, “O.K. than we are going to eat you”. I took it as a joke because I’m 118 pounds and there is hardly any meat on my bones. David then took it too far, he just started rambling, in full detail mind you, about how he was going to kill, eat, and gang rape me. This was when I learned what true fear was. I couldn’t move and I was in a situation that I couldn’t get out of. I didn’t know what to do and even made somebody walk me to my car that day because I was so scared. The next day he tried to sit next to me like nothing was wrong. I screamed at him “GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!” Once every semester he tries to talk to me like nothing is wrong and every time he does I start to have an anxiety attack. I can’t move, I start to shake, and I feel helpless. Everyday, I live in fear that he would be in a class, at work, or a shopping center. I carry a box cutter and my boyfriend gave me a knife, with the hope of protecting myself.