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{January 29, 2007}   Living In Fear

Have you ever thought that you were safe with your friends and thought that nothing would happen to you? Well I have. I made that mistake and had to pay the price. One day while I was in school I was joking around with two of my friends, Randy and David (also known as the creepy little Jewish boy). Randy told me that he goes hunting and he doesn’t eat what he kills, which I have a problem with. He then turned to me and asked if I would ever eat a person? I said, “If I was staving to death I would eat a person”. David turns to me and says, “O.K. than we are going to eat you”. I took it as a joke because I’m 118 pounds and there is hardly any meat on my bones. David then took it too far, he just started rambling, in full detail mind you, about how he was going to kill, eat, and gang rape me. This was when I learned what true fear was. I couldn’t move and I was in a situation that I couldn’t get out of. I didn’t know what to do and even made somebody walk me to my car that day because I was so scared. The next day he tried to sit next to me like nothing was wrong. I screamed at him “GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!” Once every semester he tries to talk to me like nothing is wrong and every time he does I start to have an anxiety attack. I can’t move, I start to shake, and I feel helpless. Everyday, I live in fear that he would be in a class, at work, or a shopping center. I carry a box cutter and my boyfriend gave me a knife, with the hope of protecting myself.



{January 22, 2007}   Another Reason Not To Attend Cleveland State University

In order to register at Ohio State, I had to present an official copy of my transcript to the graduate admissions office. You would thing that it would not be a problem, but Cleveland State managed to create one. I had to pay $4 to have a copy of my official transcript, with official meaning that the transcript must be on official paper, have an official stamp, and signed and sealed. So I couldn’t open it to make sure that everything was correct. You would think that for all that work you had to do and all the forms you had to fill out,there would be no problems with the a simple piece of paperwork. I drove two hours to Columbus to meet with the Graduate Admissions and handed-in my application with the official transcript. The administrator opened the envelope and low and behold Cleveland State forgot to put on my transcript that I had graduated. The administrator had to call Cleveland State University and double check that I in fact did graduate. It didn’t take took long for him to call Cleveland State, confirm my graduation, and put all my information into the computer. Another wonderful screw up by Cleveland State University.



{January 21, 2007}   Moving Out Again

I’m going to live on my own again. I was accepted into the Ohio State University would have to move to Columbus soon. The apartment complex that I would want to live at is University Village, which is about ten minutes away from campus. The complex has everything that I want, a free shuttle that will take me to campus and back, a swimming pool, and my boyfriend closer to me. I can’t wait to move out. This time I will move out for all the right reasons. I will be furthering my education at a university that specializes in the program that I want. However,the main reason that I can’t wait to move out so that I can start walking around my apartment in just my bra and panties or simply naked.



{January 10, 2007}   Don’t Go To Cleveland State University

Would somebody make sense of this please. . . I graduated from Cleveland State University on Dec 17, 2006 with a Bachelors in Psychology. Problem number 1: Cleveland State moved the Psychology department from the College of Art & Science to the College of Science. Although, they moved the department there is still confusion on whether I will graduate with a Bachelors of Science or Art. Problem 2: Cleveland State has put a hold on my account so I can’t register for classes as a non-degree graduate student. I was accepted into the non-degree program but, because they want to make sure that I have completed all of my requirements, I can’t register. Problem 3: There is almost a week until school is starting and the hold has not been removed from my account and nobody can do anything about it. I have talked to the graduate admissions, registrars, the psychology department, the head of the psychology department, and to the College of Science and they all said, “We Can’t Help You, You Have To Wait Until The Degree Is Finalized”. Cleveland State is going to lose $5,000 because I can’t take classes. I think there is not a single student at that school who has not had a problem with the administration. So long Cleveland State University. I will attend the Ohio State University.



{January 10, 2007}   The Perfect Accident

While I was in Columbus I was driving with my boyfriend and witnessed how stupid people can be. We were driving out of a Walmart parking lot and there as a truck in front of us with a teenage girl driving, with two passengers, her mother and little brother. She had the right of way and a black woman in a car turned and crashed into the truck. The black woman got out to see all the damage to her car including a broken turn left signal, broken left light, and a smashed hood. The truck on the other hand had a tiny bend in the right tire frame. The black woman asked the the people in the truck whether they were alright and then said that it was their fault. She gave the mother her phone number, which was probably fake, and then drove off. We pulled up to the truck to see if everyone was o.k. and then we asked, “Did you get the license plate?” The mother said, “no” and my boyfriend looked down at the ground to find that the license plate fell off her car. I hope there was a police officer that went to black woman’s house with the license plate saying “Excuse Me, Did You Loss Something”.




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