On Sunday, Dec 3, 2006, I told the girls of that I was not returning next semester. This was one of the hardest and, at the same time, one of the easiest decisions I’ve ever had to make. It was something I’ve been thinking about for years. I just simply had to make the choose of what was more important the sorority or my health.  After my hospitalization it was not a difficult decision.  I stayed in the organization this long because of all the people I was close too and the hoped that everything would get better. The only thing that I’ll miss from that organization is the people and connections that I made with them. It was hard telling all my true friends that I was leaving. It was hard watching a look of confusion pass among their faces. I was the voice of reason and the voice of all the people that were constantly walked on. To all these sisters: I will miss you, but true friends will never die. I don’t consider myself a quitter but, I just hit my breaking point.